hey hey ho! its 1AM and i am not that sleepy. what happen to my i-sleep-like-a-pig attitude man? hahahah. i've been sleeping with awareness and that suck! i wanna sleep like a pig. i love sleeping like a pig actually. but ever since camp, i've been waking up early even though i have no plans. damn.
and it has been so long since i smelled the wind, the salty waters, the double choco. hahaha. so yeah. smtg to reflect about- i mean i thought it's gonna be awkward or smtg. but i guess we pulled it off just fine.
and hell yeah. it has been a damn fucking long time since i am like really single. i mean i used to be technically single. and now, bet my hp bills' gonna make grin from ear to ear huh. and you mr. ex-bf who i thought it was so tough for us to move on- you have been very immatured. you have been very selfish. all you care is avenging yourself. dont say you miss me, dont say you still love me cus i dont buy it anymore. i am tired. i am done convincing myself that things could work because i realized that things are not the same anymore. i am utterly sick of countering your arguments. i am sick of having the same problems. basically i am sick of your cow crap that you have been giving me. cus all you think of is revenging and all you can think of is bringing the damn past to point out my flaws. well guess what, i tried to bury the past for you, and i did. but all you did was threw it straight in my face. and dont you dare say that i am heartless cus i know i have not been, unlike the past. i was heartless for you. and i am sick of scratching my head and screaming my heart out for you. you are one hell of an immatured person who know nuts about appreciating someone who was all along there waiting for you to make things right. for once and for all, be a guy. not for me, but for yourself. time to learn dude.