DAMN DAMN DAMN!
i am fucking broke like seriously broke. shit. my money-management really suck lah. pay day is in a week's time and im figuring out how to top up my ezlink plus eat during breaks. mom will wonder where have all the money gone too. but honestly i havent been spending alot. just that the precious 50 bucks mom gave me was partially spent on cab, and fags.THATS ALL. cb the cab fare damn bloody ex. cus i was cheated by a driver. he drove a fucking long way. babi. im just feeling pathetic. lucky tmr no work, so i dont have to worry abt spending money on outside food. sigh. i really want my pay. so many things to do. top up fr driving esp.
and i am damn shagged! need to catch up on my sleep. maybe cus i sense period is coming so i'm getting tired more easily than usual, been eating/craving alot. and dont forget the mood swings. ive been very angsty plus having the i-dont-give-a-fuckin-shit attitude towards my everday problems. hahahaha. my sincere apologies to people who deserve the apology. =) really, im sorry. im human afterall. okay i know, that's just an excuse. =/
school is starting real soon. 8 months of working, damn i really miss school. there's so much work to do. like admin. this form, that form. man i can go bonkers! hahaha. havent been meeting the deadlines for this form and that form bla3. med checkup is next week and i hope everything stays confidential. i mean they really ask alot of questions in the form. like typical forms, i usually tick NO all the way. but nt for this one. there's a few YESes, surprisingly. i'm still thinking whther i shld lie abt my smoking habit. but i guess they'll figure it out through my urine test. i think? idk. haha. afterall, it says CONFIDENTIAL. ironically, i'm actually blogging abt it. but nah, it's just another habit. pfft. in conclusion, i want to go to sch. i want to go to the camp. can't wait. away from the usuals. for a change.
it's good that i've been working hard to save up money fr my license. i mean one session cost quite alot and the slots are so damn limited. slow and steady, illiyana. let's get it over and done with.
I am sleepy. Goodnight.