these past few days have been so fucked up for me. i mean, more fucked up than usual. idk. sometimes i realize i can one hell of a mofo. really, i need a break from what's been happening. i mean, i don't ask for it. and i know you didn't too. but we are handling it wrongly, in fact, we are making it worst. yeah my attitude suck uh. just dont get drunk because of me. it's not worth it. -__-
i want to freeze time. and turn it back, and find the time when i used to be illiyana.
fading.
sounds familiar? i did not ask for this.
so are you listening?!