so this week's been a slacky week cus i only work like thrice?
short hours. kay maybe 2 days of short hours.
alot of snapping pictures to get the hang of it.
met alot of different people.
new people. new friend. which is kinda weird.
met rauzanah the art teacher. i was offered to teach for term2.
idk whether i like it. cus its dunearn for god's sake. -__-
the kids. dont think i can handle that. hahahahha.
try my best. i mean its fun to teach when you have passion for the subject.
and not the passion for teaching. totally different meaning, people.
then alot of how-are-you questions. which i am kind of lazy to attend to them.
so painting a picture of my life that's 'always' been stable and hippy is a good move i guess.
cus im fucking lazy to tell a bedtime story to every single one of them who i think won't care bout what i faced and facing. so pretence is good.
i realize sometimes when you have a problem that has a lot of chapters, you will grow tired of it?
so yeah, just stop it there.

i am tired.
you gave me a random call.
with your heartless voice.
i shall pay you back asap and maybe thats happy for you cus i have nothing to do with you anymore.
is that what you want?
then you're getting it.

all i want is you showing me a garden that's bursting into life.