but new year's day sucked my balls.
even if i have , it will suck real hard. cb.
i hate that day. and followed by the next few days.
till today? 3rd jan.
a sucky bunch of days to start the year.
wonderful. -_-
i wonder how it feels like when you're literally dying.
i mean menses cramp can kill you, and i mean KILL you sometimes.
it feels like someone's doing some cruel voodoo on you.
and just now, i was dying. i was really dying.
thanks, period.
went work for only 2 hours. looked pathetic. puked. shivered.
begged IC cus i really wanted to go home.
and now its 7.30 and i just woke up.
eyeliners smudged and i look like a ghost.
i didnt know i looked like one when i was alr otw home.
what a sucky day. boohoo.
well, i feel better now. for now. =(
physical madness is enough.
idk what abt the the other side.
i've never lost my compass before.
i thought i had it. and now i think lost it.
idk. idk. i seriously don't know.
so now it's my turn to apologize.
i didn't want this to happen either.
don't hate me.
really.
so are you listening?!