when we're angry, we tend to release all the bullets without painstakingly thinking.
when we're scared, whether in denial or not, we subconciously think of the worst scenarios that's happening.
when we're sad, we tend to have this urge to just let go of the strings that we're gripping so tightly.
sometimes, we pant and pant, cus we're actually running in circles. it's like we're hoping someone will chalk out the lines to give us a direction, just any direction, as long as we break out of the circle.
at the end of the day, i come to realise that we've been seeing alot of circles.
it's like sometimes the directions given will lead you to another circle.
and then we run again. we run, we run and we run.
you'll never know until when you'll keep running, cus you don't wanna know.
sometimes you don't even know that you don't wanna know.
and so i come to realise that even the slightest problems, those intangible parasites that's forming the a landslide in our lives, don't really come with a solution like how maths questions come with an answer key.
that's the shit. trust me, that is the shit.
and so again, i come to realise that it wasn't easy afterall.
nobody said it was easy.
so long as there's devotion to a commitment, atleast you think there is,
it'll never be easy.
cliche thinking.
yet true. true enough.
okay i've been having a long break from school.
thanks to my pure laziness. i still think i dint miss much.
can't believe i won the Role Model Award back during primary school.
hahah. but realli, i dint think i miss much.
so tmr i'm dragging my feet to school.
thanks to art. and friday is GP paper= i havent prepare= oh shit?
oh well. school sucks.
i'm sorry for being quite a lousy gf.
i love you giler!
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so are you listening?!