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Monday, April 28, 2008
the weather's indecisive.
sometimes it melts, sometimes shivers. abruptly.
oh well.
sometimes we wonder whther it's school, or whether isit just us?
this pressure that's subconciously invading our sleeps and our minds,
sometimes make us feel guilty if we don't perform. oh let's not talk about performing.
let's just talk about studying- the root of the problem.
it's always the root of the problem. jwkdbchqevhc jhbhqjc bjshw!
i'm gonna screw up mid-years again. hahah. yeah i will.
thanks to art. thanks to my inability to juggle time.
and hell yeah, genetically smart brains do exist.
just that my brains belong to the norm.


well well well,
guess it's time to re-shuffle my commitments.
i chucked some to one corner. for now.
and it's dusty. and i miss them.
often i wonder about issues on pornography.
oh no, i'm not some horny bastard. i'm not a guy.
HAHA. okay i'm stereotyping again.
wait, it's fine if i stereotype. cus compare me to the society,
my level of stereotyping is much lower, much much lower.
there's this thing called male gaze.
it's inevitable. it's everywhere in the streets.
and guys who have posters of sexy women, of naked women, on ther walls,
they're self-centred. only benefits himself in terms of sexual desires,
but actually,you may not imagine what the woman was feeling when the lens were facing her
just small diameters of lenses, can actually gulp down a woman's power.
so what we're actually watching on the screens of handphones or computers,
the posters on the walls,are objects, not human beings.

tomorrow is monday. and indeed, i hate mondays.


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hello and i am illiyana.
20, alive & kicking!

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