and of course, i need to make today a happy day.
12 hours of invaded sleep, should be enough.
and i meant mental invasion. i kept waking up.
guess i was just forcing myself to sleep,
forcing my mind to close. oh well.
and today, i woke up with bullets of guilt shot into me.
i find that missing sometimes can be smtg good.
as everyone says, missing brings people closer.
and i actually realise that sometimes missing brings people paranoia,
expectations from the other, and you yourself tend to get angry at the slightest things when the expected doesn't happen.
i will paint a brighter picture.
with vivid colours, with colourful flowers.
cus all these whiles, i realise i've been painting crimson red skies, with storms.
i apologize.
i guess shopping does brings joy.
and i have a disadvantage. oh yes.
haha. for the first time, i fell in love with a yellow pair of vintage shades.
sadly, i looked like a bee. haha! we were trying almost all the shades,
until a stoopid old woman told us off.
so rude! what happen to "customers=#1?"
bullshit.
and so i bought myself a dress. and yes, it acted as a remedy for my dark mood.
i dont care if i look good in it, just happens that buying something for yourself sometimes,
strecth those 13 muscles on your face. as for me, it may be more than 13. oh i hate that.
and so we promised to wear dresses for the mini party this monday. hahaha.
i have cute classmates.
okay i have tuition today.
math tuition.
so people, let's pick a date to burn our math notes.
and yeah, i was so bored i read my past comments in fs, like 2 years ago.
and man, they were all so dumb. cutely dumb, hah!
i will make it up to you.
for my foolishness.
so are you listening?!