you know what's the last thing someone wants?
is to be hated for no fuckin reason. yeaps.
maybe you hated me, and maybe you still hate me?
wtf i don't care. really. i try to be the nicest and
most reasonable human being in this world,
but being hated for no reason, that sucks.
well onli god knows why.
was patient. was gullible. was naive. was too scared.
was very blind to be all these. was inferior.
well, was too nice. well, maybe still am.
yeah i'm the dumbest here. yeah slap me.
cb kia. ha ha ha.

and god,
waiting for a girl till A levels, with her having a nono answer,
is fuckin dumb!
ah fuck. seriusli that is the dumbest.
well, hell with it. fuck the baby shits.

oh no, that's not the dumbest.
being the nicest girlfriend in the whole wide world was.
and what i hate is the fact that i still don't hate.
illiyana is feeling stoopid.
-_-