40 minutes ago i reached home, with this
heavy head, sleepy eyes, dead brain.
okay i wanna write a bedtime story.
had PPP training frm 2-10pm.
many things happened.
well yeah, being a stage manager suck sometimes.
cus i`m a follower. so as a SM, leading is kinda weird.haha.
well, i wanna say sorry to the tech team.
it`s tough. the script keeps changing.
the 7th version already and we`re still stuck.
oh man! well, let`s see it as a challenge kay.
no personal stuff to be involved. no black faces. =/
professionalism that is.
kay wtf am i talking about?
and bringing shahrul who is the main actor to
get emotionally attached to his role was kinda tough.
well, getting anger and sadness was...kinda disturbing.
cus to get into the mood, so as to act the role well,
there`s always something called 'the past' to talk about.
well, at first i asked him what will his reaction be if an old apek
were to rape his young sister. kay i know that was the dumbest question
in this whole wide world. hahah! it didn't work.
so we talked about, the failure to love.
and that brought some sense atleast.
haha. i`m glad he managed to get the mood ,finally. (:
so, i have later, tomorrow and sunday to cramp all those theory shits
into my brain for mid-years.
and i promise to shop till i drop after the exams.
i must. yeaps! hahaha.
and tmr nisa is sleeping over my house.
wooohooo. so maybe i will have a study marathon with her or smtg.
lol.
can i shout?
ah fuck.
i`m stressed up.
sometimes i thank god i`m single. cus i wouldn't
wanna neglect my boyfriend.
but sometimes,
i don`t.
oh well, i don't ask for this you know.
but it`s hard. really.
some people say i must be ridiculous, after half a year and; DMKCJIJOKNGH!
well, forget it. i shan`t elaborate further. ha ha.
and i hate to be called BABY la.
disgusting or what!
so are you listening?!