know why?
cus i need money. i really need them.
not because i wanna spend my time away with shopping.
if onli i knew, i`d save my past salaries and so i can use them to
buy my art stuff. hell yeah it`s realli costly.
guilt is a barrier. i don`t wanna feel guilty fishing money from
my parents` pockets. okay maybe they can contribute some,
but more or less i feel better using the hard-earned money by me.
can`t say i`m too nice being a daughter,
but realli, guilty is a barrier.
and i meant costly IS costly.
oh yah, and that inculdes a graphic calculator that costs fuckin 199 bucks.
i wanna work,
temporarily.
i need a digicam too.
need= a necessity.
need vs. want.
wtf.
so are you listening?!