its such a contradiction after that.
went back to reality.
and realised how things have to make sense in order to work.
uh. " it takes two hands to clap".
makes sense isn`t it.
things just don`t go our ways, cus if it does then we`re not humans.
cus humans don`t always feel happy and satisfied all the time.
and if things don`t listen to you, sacrifice sets in.
sometimes to make things better, its a must to do it.
but the toughest thing is- the aftermath.
facing it, handling it, accepting it.
now thats tough.

so this is reality.
and the thing that fears it most, is tears.

this is not crap ok. haha. :)
if missing someone is a sin, then for sure i`ll be on the way to hell.
for a long time.