it`s 1140pm. haha. and i just reached home.
went out with my parents. so duh, valid reason to reach home at this hour.
daughter and parent bonding. haha. so i updated them about my classmates,
who still havent wake up. living in fantasy. haha. crazie. o level is like so near.
shared my problem. well i told them about this friendship crisis bla2, balancing personal life and stuff. typical jealousy shits. fun. talked about stressful art, and o level.
woke me up. hafta get cracking illiyana. prelims is like next week idiot.
sigh. cant believe all this is just using ard 5% of the brain. ok i sound dumb.
thanks for the motivation dear parents. haha, wah i sound so formal.
okay just now was mock exam practical.
err think i screwed up seriously. the bio sucked.
suddenly all those food test steps vanished from my brain.
stupidity. shit. and chemistry, kinda screwed up too.
titration? wahh. jdhfjwhfugtfh. what is that.
nevermind. positive thinking, prelims is still here. it rang the bell. =)
yes. hafta scoop some commitments here and there.
yah whatever. i hope i scoop right this time.
i tink i 'finished' my art?finally.
haha. and art prelim is like next week. shithole.
printer ran out of colour ink.
well, negatively, still feeling miserable.
nobody prayed for this. i still wanna laugh during graduation night.
i didn`t say i regretted anything. i sincerely appreciated those shoulders,
the laughters we had at long john`s whatever. never regretted anything.
i loved everything.
illiyana never died. in fact she`s still the same. yah maybe that`s what I think.
just felt that i`m more livelier? isit even rude?funny la. haha.
do you know that it lightens me to see you laugh at my lame jokes.
hahahah.
so i fucking didnt regret anything. i`m still human.
i have feelings. i was never petty.
was it a mistake to be frustated?
okay so now i`m smiling.
was just a talk. just a talk.
too bad i wasn`t in robot mode.
well i can`t?
yes. tmr is thursday.
shutting my eyes and ears even tighter,
intense mugging is what i`ll do.
yeah. all the best for prelims people!
haha.
i`m off !
so are you listening?!